(I would like to thank You for Your Kindness and Love.) (I would like to thank You for Your kindness and Love.) I even scolded someone just before. (It doesn’t matter, I experienced everything I wanted to experience yesterday. And I woke up this morning with a smile, with Your voice and the five initiated words [Five Holy Names] were with me immediately. I just wanted to tell You that. Thank You.) You are welcome. You too? For many of us, the initiation blessing lasts a long, long, long time, and they feel like bird(-people) flying for ten days or for months. When you are so pure, when you are so pure inwardly, then you will always feel these blessings, always more and more after the initiation and it never gets lost. But you have to be very sincere, very honest and very pure, and then all the blessings are there. You feel that for so long, so long, so long.
Someone has already received initiation, and for ten days they are always like in Heaven. He does his job, but that doesn’t bother him at all. And someone scolds him, or his wife causes him problems – it doesn’t bother him at all. He’s always so sweet and always hugs her and says, “I love you,” no matter if the woman is always ranting and making a lot of loud noises, and he always loves her like that. Because he is so happy. He was on a higher plane, his spirit, his soul is on a higher level, although his body is still here now and his mind is still here, but his soul is already higher. No longer under the control of the mind. That’s why he is so happy. And he doesn’t understand “evil” or “mean.” “What does that mean?” He no longer sees with these eyes. And it lasted so long, so long. About ten days or so. And his wife comes to me and says, “What’s going on with my husband?” “What did You do to him?” I said, “Don’t worry, he will turn to normal again.” Nothing happened. He could always continue to work and talk to others, but it’s just that he doesn’t know evil at all. He reacts like a child [would], just like an angel. Nothing more, that’s good.
Yes. You don’t need to be shy. (I have a request, not a question. You have already given an answer in relation to our experience yesterday, and of now, that it is not so easy to realize what has happened. I would like to ask You to repeat this once again. Perhaps explain a little more.) Explain what? (What You have already said, that something has happened, but perhaps we had a different idea of what that should be.) I don’t understand at all what you want. What does he want? The Five (Holy) Names? (No.) (That it can take a little longer to get enlightenment and the experience that follows...) What I just said about permanent blessing. (Not only that, but that we may already have had a different vision about it.) Be enlightened again? (No.) You see, nobody understands you. One says this, the other says something else, doesn’t explain it the same way. Different (question).
(Yes, perhaps the question is difficult. Well, I haven’t experienced anything special. I had no vision whatsoever, but I was expecting something. You’ve already mentioned that. But I would like You to repeat that.) (He didn’t get any experience, no enlightenment experience, and that it…) Yes, yes, yes. Yes, OK. You’ve already heard? Yes, you said it. He said that you have to wait at a low level. It’s not like that, but when you say this, all people already know that you are on a low level. And that’s a bit uncomfortable. Go home and continue. It will come. In seven days. Seven days at most. Maximum. Maximum. What am I supposed to be responsible for, when you go to sleep there? He was asleep or “wandered off” somewhere (in his mind).
(But that’s part of it now. Sorry, I just wanted to say: “The journey is the joy.” “The journey there is the joy.” And everyone should be happy to be able to walk this Path, and not expect something right away. I have also done that wrong sometimes.) That’s alright. That’s alright. You don’t need to come back to get the second (Holy) Name or the third (Holy) Name, that’s already a lot. But if you were asleep yesterday, it’s not my fault. Yes, some people are like that. They sit like that, but they don’t hear what I say or what my representative says. And then they fall asleep. So, if you have time, ask our brother again what was said yesterday and then do it again. At home.
(When I first saw You, I was very happy and when I meditate and…) Not any more. (No, I still am.) (Yes, I am, but after two or three minutes or so I get a headache and my ears feel like the wind and…) Sound? (No sound, but…) Like wind? (It felt like a direct gust of wind.) Is there a feeling of negative pressure? (Yes. And both shoulders felt a bit tired and...) So what? It’s just a bit unpleasant. (Not unpleasant, but…) Not unpleasant? (Not unpleasant.) So what is it then? (Just a bit of a headache and such.)
You have a headache because you’re trying so hard. You don’t have to try so hard. (Yes.) I already said it yesterday. You should not be like this: “I want to have Light! Why hasn’t the Light come yet? Five hours already!” We just sit like a baby. Like a child watching the television. Just like that. The way you’re looking at me now, you’re looking out with your Third Eye. That’s easy. And repeat the Five (Holy) Names sometimes. Repeat slowly. It is very simple. (Yes, and…) Don’t make it so complicated. (Yes. If I have forgotten the [Five Holy] Names, I can... in my head like this...) We should not forget the (Five Holy) Names. (Yes.) You have to learn Them again. With an elder (initiate) or the one next to you who hasn’t forgotten. (Yes, thank You very much.) Certainly.
Yes. (I would like to thank You very much. Because You seem like an angel to me and…) Yeah? (Yes!)
(Sometimes it’s like this for me, at the moment: At first, I feel really beautiful and the world is shining and I’m completely light and everything is nice and then the following happens: Everything tightens up and it hurts me physically and I really crash, then I get really sad or it’s like hunger, but like mental or physical hunger. And that’s my question: How can I protect myself so that I don’t crash like this?) Since when? (I’ve actually known it my entire life, but it has been amplified for maybe half a year.) What am I supposed to do? (My question is...) (Homeopathy.) Homeopathy, here, he is the expert. He’ll give you a glass of water with all the formulas and then you’re good to go. Try it.
I did not promise you that the physical... (Sensations.) sensations will go away, or something. Sometimes we also have to suffer from this physical karma. But with meditation it will also get better. But I can’t promise that. For many it has improved. (But meditate every day.) Yes, meditate every day, and we must also not meditate for physical well-being. We have to come to God and only God, and then everything will be better. Otherwise, if you come to me and say, “Please, Master, I want to feel more comfortable in my body again,” and something like that, “Is that possible?” I can’t promise that. In the Bible it says, “Seek you first the Kingdom of God and all the things shall be added unto you.” “Seek you first the Kingdom of God and all the things shall be added unto you.” But if we only seek things and not the Kingdom of God, then things may or may not come, I can’t promise that. I have sought God just to seek God, and I hardly understand how God reacts when someone seeks Hirm just for their illnesses or something. I have no experience with that.
Yes, please, please. (I heard that You are a musician and I was interested whether You ever play live for your disciples?) I don’t have any instruments here. (There is a piano.) Huh? (There is a piano.) I did not come to give a music concert. You’re very nice, but I don’t know if I feel like playing the piano now, maybe later. (Maybe.) Maybe. I have a few very primitive cassettes. You can take them home and listen to them.
(My ego identifies with my material body, and my self identifies with my ego.) Oh yes, that’s usually the case. (And that means I am bound in my body. Intellectually and mentally, I can go on wonderful journeys, to completely different dimensions, but as soon as I return, I feel bound in this body again. In other words, can I break these chains of being bound to this material body through the Five [Holy] Names and through meditation?) We still have to come back into this body anyway, because we still have tasks in this world. For example, you have children, you have a wife – they have to be protected. And then you have to work to be able to live this life you love. So, we have to come back to our bodies anyway. But we don’t have to stay there for 24 hours. Better than nothing at all. We go up for 2½ hours and then back down again, which is better than always being here for 24 hours. You have a home and you don’t always have to stay within those four walls. You also go shopping, or you travel to Italy or something, for a month, and then you come back. Then you also know another world. And so, we meditate in order to get to know other worlds first. And after we leave this Earth, we already know where we are going.
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